Maqbool Sahab: Journey to the Next

He passed away on 10th Sept’ 17, 18th of Zilhajj. So silently. I got a message of his demise but I hadn’t checked it till the fall of dusk when I put my head on the pillow to rest. I had not anticipated it. Never anticipated it. That was the day to be merry. I had to get up after a brief rest and get dressed for an engagement celebration.

I was restless that day. Uncomfortable. But I had not anticipated that message. It was a significant day for me, 18th of Zilhajj, the death anniversary of Hazrat Usman Ghani R.A. I was lying on the bed recalling the love of the Prophet P.B.U.H for H.Usman Zun-Nurain telling myself that I will offer two rakaat as esaal-e-sawaab for him as soon as I get up. But then I got the message and I could not sleep. I lied there with tears running down my cheeks, and even as they dried up on my face I still stood frozen on the threshold of a new world where Maqbool Sahab had stopped existing. I have heard he had grown extremely frail before his death. At times I am glad I didn’t see him in those days. And at times I yearn for one more look. Just one more.

He is no longer here but life went on. Life goes on. Swiftly. He has not been here all these past months but all these months passed by. Swiftly. As swiftly as he passed on to the next life.

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